~*~ lil emo world of z ~*~

So, what had happened was…we went to the Childern Medical Center to volunteer yesterday.  But seeing lots of sick kids made me sad.   However, I felt glad that I’ve got a chance to play with them to make them feel comfortable for a moment.  Guess what? I even drew a mickey mouse on a sheet of paper and wished them a happy thanksgiving!  yayy Me..lol =P 

The time we got out of the Hospital was like 8 p.m.  But, it was really dark outsite and  so darn cold.  Even though I had a jacket on, I was freezing to death [especially when the wind brew].  But thanks T.K. for hugged me for a moment to make me warm while we were waiting for the darn bus to come.

T. K was my spanish teacher.  I had her last year.  She’s really cool and I had fun having her class.   Plus, she is our one of the head leaders of the Link Crew - the team/program which was formed to welcome and help out the freshmen throughout their 1st year of high school.  Guess what? I am one of the link leaders =] 

O.K. back to the way back home. lolz…yeah…it was really really really cold.  Even though I had to suffer a little bit, I guess I had a good time to helped out my team and volunteered.  Plus, thanks Ma Lin for helped me figure out the time, came by my home, and accompanied me on the way.  Also, thanks Jamie for asking me too much questions and narrating everything I did..lol..at least, you made me laugh and I wasn’t bored! =]

This is one of the most beautiful and meaningful songs that I’ve ever heard in my life.  For some reasons whenever I listen to it, I sink down to the emotions that I keep inside of me. I never get tired of it.  I just don’t know why.  It just keeps me hoping, dreaming, and wishing for something.  Something that I’ve ever wanted to be happened.  Something that would make me feel wonderful.  Something that…….

Oh well…Whatever!   

Here goes the song that I am talking about.  By the way, it’s a song of the band named the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (one of my favorites).

"Your Guardian Angel"

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cuz I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

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