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"If I Never Knew You"

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I’d have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you
If I never knew you (oh)
If I never knew you

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I love this song because it’s meaningful and true to me.  Yeah….if I never knew you….I’d never know what love is like or how wonderful to be loved! You’ve shared everything with me, no matter it’s laughter or tear!  You lift me up whenever I was down!  You supported me whenever I needed somebody!  You were the one who was always there for me when no one else could!  You were the one who cared every little thing about me!  You were the one who understood me the most and never got away from me!  No matter what I did, no matter how I forgot about you, no matter what I said, you were the one who treated me with the patient no one else could had!  And of course, you were the one who made my life so wonderful!!! Therefore,  I’m so lucky to have you and wish I could keep you in my life forever!!!  I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

P.S:  "YOU" means my beloved BF and BFF!!!

Since I never invited you to come into my life….

I’d never request you to leave….

But….

One day, if you ever decide to walk away from me….

Make sure that you’d never turn around and come back to me again…

Because……

Even if the wound is healed and the pain is gone….

The scare of that wound will be left there forever!

Morning is

a new sheet of paper

for you to write on.

Whatever you want to say,

all day,

until night

folds it up

and files it away.

The bright words and the dark words

are gone

until dawn

and a new day

to write on.

By

Eve Merriam

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I’ve gone throught lots of good/bad experiences and seen different kinds of people in my life.  Also I learned lots of things I never knew before as well as how people are hard to understand and difficult to get along.  Well….even though they’re mysterious, we gotta have them in our lives somehow….right?

Although I am not a really great person, once I consider somebody as my friend, that person becomes somewhat important in my life. It’s something I am unable to change!!!  So yeah…..it hurts to let that person out of my life!  However, times passed and experiences taught me not to be so sensitive with people because " Not all the people worth my cares and loves….only those who deserve could be able to understand and appreciate all the things I give them!"  Yeah…..that’s how I understood and that’s the way it is!!